Morphine Ghost

Those girls were not mine.

October 27, 2003

Every name eventually becomes an address.

 

They were clustered there in a basement corner. Dirty, old mattresses and scattered blankets. I could hear their screams and cries in my room. The lie is that I tortured them. The truth is that I was the one being tortured. They were put there to taunt me. To cause me harm. To make me look like I am getting worse, not better. Yet another reason to lock me away.

 

 
 

Of course, Mother blamed me. That is no surprise. But how could have I smuggled those poor girls into the house? I can't even walk down the street without feeling everyone's stares. I am under constant observation. I can feel their hate seeping through the walls. 

No one would ever believe that an old woman would - or even could - kidnap girls and lock them in an old cellar to live with rats and leaking pipes.